"Enjoy the little things in life, because one day you may look back and realize
they were the big things..."
Well, it's July 1st, Canada day, 2015, and I'm sorting thru pictures from June trying to organize what we all did, for fun and otherwise.
It seems every month is flying past but June really seems to have been a month of extremes, highs and lows, good and bad, sun and cloud.
Trying to capture this month is making me think about life. About humans and their fickle conditions. About emotional swings and trying to find God's will. About being thirty and still feeling once in a while like a kid, insecure and not sure if I'm coming or going. Is this the way life is? What if I wasn't a Christian? Where would my anchor be? Some days are beautiful, the sun is shining, kids are happy and healthy, husband loves his job and the grass is a gorgeous shade a green.
Then the sun gets too hot, kids squabble, sleep isn't great 'cuz the baby won't stop eating all night long, and the birds in the barn contract an illness. Never mind the gophers eating the garden and the endless list of errands to run. Sometimes I wonder am I the only one running this rat race? Constantly cleaning only to have to redo once someone touches it, making meals only have them devoured in ten minutes... Then at four in the afternoon realize that the baby's romper is on backwards, and has been since morning, and the only person who could have dressed her in a flurry would be myself.
But then I remember that I must sit down and really look around me. It's so easy to always be looking into the future that the day you are in gets ignored. And I want to enjoy these days. I really truly do. I have to tell myself to smarten up. Abby is 6 months old already, and Seth is past my waist in height. So I try take a deep breath and daily pause to enjoy the mud and sweaty boy hugs I get from my sweet and vibrant three year old. I try to stay awake when Tristan cries in the middle of the night from all his growing pains and all I can do is rub his legs till he falls back asleep. I know one day that will be over and I might just miss it. I packed away more of Abby's little clothing as well as her cradle from my bedroom and I realize it makes me so sad to do, I can't get enough cuddles and smiles from my soft skinned little Miss (how I love my babies!!).
And when the sun shines bright and the barns are too hot for big chickens, it's good to get reminders that God is in control and sees it all, even in the bad and hard, and frustrating. It's good to remember and reflect on all the blessings we have here in Canada, in this little part of our world here Alberta, and to remember that God didn't promise that life would be easy, always smiling, with no trials or tears, but only that He would be with us, every step of the way.
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| Happy 30th Birthday to me! Full hands, full heart! |
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| These kids got spoiled at the beginning of summer... new bikes and tramp. |
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| Pool is filled! And warming up rapidly. |
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| No, she doesn't swim, but the bathing suit was just too cute, so it's for show;) |
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| Lots of love going on here this past Fathers Day. |
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| A silly picture of Rowan, photographed at his request. |
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| Beppe came again! Just for a weekend this time while she was passing thru... |
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| ...she was with Oom Gooitzen and Tante Nieske on a holiday. |
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| This little stinker - 6 months old! We are so thankful for her. |
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| I'm trying to teach her young how to take selfies;) I was running errands in Lethbridge and she was crying so loudly in the car I stopped and took her out thinking she was starving, only to find out she's social. |
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| Friends took Andy and the boys tubing and waterskiing locally. What a hoot! |
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| Tristan was a bit scared - but that's ok:) |
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| The top line there says "outside temp" (this is the barn thermostat). More then once it read +40. |
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| There was a problem at the plant the weekend the birds were supposed to ship so we were stuck with the chickens here for an extra 3 days. And they were HOT days, so we had to take drastic measures to keep the barns cool. Being the cool farmers wife ;) , I helped blow cold water into the air inlets to cool down the attic. The heat was suffocating. |
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| After such an exhausting weekend with the chickens, I hauled out my new "coloring book for adults." It was truly relaxing and I think we've found a new hobby! |
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